Well as you all can notice, i am starting over on my blog, i wanted to clear all my old entrees cause it just reminded me of a life that will never be again and the way things used to be. I admit the last few entrees were not very happy entrees.  I have been going throught alot the past few months and I really dont know where i am going in life anymore. I am done with college for this term as of saturday and i get a whole week off thill i hav eto go back again, wich I am still not sure if i do want to go back, I dont know, I just dont think i am cut out for this whole college thing, I tried it once when i lived back in Washington but that dident last very long, maybe it was because i got addicted to drugs and dropped out because i had to go to rehab. I have troubles retaining things in my head, i have to read it over and over again four times and still i dont retain it all. First term in school wasent al lthat bad cause i had someoen to work with on my A+ stuff and college success was a joke class anyways. I know this mayt seem really negative, but i honestly dont see myself getting all that farin the IT field becaue of al lthe other compitition there is out there seeking the same positions as I am seeking, more qualified individuals. With my roommate situation he is playing me money now which is a good thing cause i realyl needed it to pay off some bills and he has been working ful time too, which is ironic casue i am out of a job now, but anyways he is jsut getting very annoying and i am starting to get pissed off at hime for things like when he comes into my room when i am gone to the movies or school and watches my TV and it just seems like things start to dispaer or get fucked up when i am gone.. .Hmmm i wounder why,, alot of the times it happen when his crack head freind Andy from down the street come over. I jusy hide my shit really good now and i wish i could put a lock on my door to keep them out but the only bathroom in the apt. is in my room. On the briter side of things the apt down from me is opening up soon so maybe, just maybe tim could move into there, dont get my wrong, i like having a roommate but this one just gets annoying, and i think all my friends dont wantto come her anymore becasue of him. but anyways..... I need to find a job, real quick, like on Monday or tuesday, I put in an application at Time warner cable for a CSR tech, good benifite if i work ther ei could get free cable TV and Cable internet, so that will save me 50 bucks on my internet bil la month alone. I hav ejust been looking alot for jobs online at monster.com and all of those other sites.