I know i havent wrote in here for a long ass time, sorry everyone. i realyl havent had all that much to post here buit i guess i will catch up up with the past month. Well i finally got a real job today at papa johns pizza as delevery driver, not too sure how that is going to work out because the pay is only 65 cents per delivery and you get too keep all tips, so that might not work out to be enought for the wear and tear on my car, but i will work it for awhile and see how i make out on this. I have also been working construction for this other guy Rob, and io am working my ass off for him too. Last week i had to rip a whoel driveway in the sun and install a few counters in this Motel out here in the Cape. Tomorrow we are painting the place,, and that will be a full days work to paint all 16 units in the motel. Damn i am goingto be working 2 jobs and going to school, so that will kick my ass even more, but i will at least be able to make all my bills by myself so i dont need to rely on other people... (mainly tim)... speaking of Tim, he still isent working, hasent even made an effort to find work, al lhe does now is just sit at home and either play GTA on the playstaion or chat on the internet to all his hoes. he acually meet a girl off line who he has been hanging out with alot lately. i asked him if they are getting serious or anything but he wont tell me. but anyways, now that i have these two jobs i can finailly aford to get rid of him.  I started school again last week, i decided to stay with the MNE program, not sure why but i think i still made the right choice. school isent going to bad so farm this material seems to be a little more understandable then last terms. so we'll see how it goes.  I had an awsome 4th of july lastnight, i went over to my sisters party and we had tons of food, tons of drinks (plus jello shots which i consumed most of those) and fireworks, lotsa fireworks :) we shot them off from 6 till a little past 10... we had atleast 300 shells between all of us. i lit most of them off and only had one blow up on the ground. the night before Tim and I went to jamie's part on saturday night and ended up staying there untill 4:30 amand had to drive all the way back from north ft. myers.  I was going to go out to a movie with brandy tonight but i had to go into training for my new job so i guess she went to go see spiderman with her brother-in-law, thats one i wanted to go see so maybe i'll end up going to see it myself or if she wants to go see it again someday.